Sleep hasn't come yet. I'm not sure when it will grab me. Something just feels off. Something's just not right.

I'm not sure what it is. I sit here and I have to wonder whether I've made the right choices.

But then again, my worst choice in the past day seems to be the coffee I drank earlier tonight.

So I have nothing to regret.

You figure everything you do is significant. That anything you do could have a significant impact on something. And I guess in a way, it is.

But then you read the news and you realize that feeling of significance is only magnified to you because you and the ones around you are the only ones who are actually experiencing it.

Life is a web. That web means that in some way, some how, you are connected to everyone. And so if you affect someone else in some way, that affect could have global changing effects.

If that's the case, anything you do can potentially affect the world.

So in your own small way, you're significant I guess. Someone died on an island tonight. And though I won't know the significance of that person's death immediately, at some point, I will meet someone who has been affected by that death. And that person's mood, feelings, and actions will affect me.

Its not direct causation. I'm barely being philosophical.